For my Hot 100 goals, I am doing 'ok'.
1. Lost 1.5 last week so will probably be around 185 by year end, which is a tad bit off my 161 goal, but still a size 8/10.
2. Still losing, so that is good-P90X keeps my metabolism on it's toes I think-until Mother Nature stops by again.
3. I am very able to stay well under 2000 calories, especially when there is no pasta or sugar on my plan-but I fear the maintenance.
Mentally, I am usually at my peak at this time of year. I usually feel good as Christmas works its magic.
Not today, or even this season for that matter. Might be because it is still unseasonably warm here in Texas...or-
While I fully realize that not being able to partake in the typical seasonal cuisine, as elegant as it may be, is probably sucking the fun from my addicted brain, I know it is more than that.
I know what my problem is-but acknowledging it doesn't make it hurt less, doesn't make the dull ache go away.
Because when it comes down to it-this is the first Christmas without my favorite reindeer.
That's all I have in me right now, folks, talk to you in a few days.